Friday, October 12, 2012

Frustration....

It seems like no matter what I try this neuropathy gets worse every day. My feet are 80% numb, with my big toe and the toe next to it totally numb. My fingers are 80% numb too. I can feel a little sensation, but not much. Things that I could normally do that I can't now.....Undo and do my bra, open lids, walk normal, among other things. I have trouble doing the girls hair, doing up my pants etc. It drives me nuts. My arms and hands are also weak. I have a tough time even making a fist.  I was so frustrated the other night I broke down and had a good meltdown. But on the upside, besides fatigue it is really my only other side effect that really bugs me.

A good note: My CAT scan was good. I will know more Tuesday, but I was told no new cancer and the tumors in my liver shrunk again. YAY! I should also find out if I am going to receive Y-90 radiation, and what kind of Chemo I will be on now. Lots of unanswered questions will be answered. Nervous but excited.

AND!....  I got my 40th birthday present early: Nice huh? I have always wanted one, it's my dream car.


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